Growing up isn't easy. There are too many miles, too many obsticles between me and my real friends. I could be out tonight but I'm straight edge. I'm finding out that living like this isn't worth it. But if I change now the past 10 years of my life would've been a lie. They don't make people like me anymore. Not in this town.
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regardless, I wouldn't be comfortable about it... I just wish there was more of an understanding... I'm not the total freak that people make me feel like. I'm not a bible thumping turbo dork.
Dude. You're near a college. There has to be a sXe collective there. HAS TO BE.
People come here just to party.
http://abcnews.go.com/US/story?id=5464711&page=1
we are number 3.
Also, for the record I don't like the term 'straight edge' because it's such stupid group. (hardcore tuff guys) I'm not them.
I'm a 150lb wuss who listens to sissy music.
damn you...
I'm sure there are lots and lots of ppl who you could like.
it's a big fuckin place, PA.
PA isn't that big? especially this county. I belong west. I bet there are some hot indie girls near Philly.
Zing!
I get all my money dollars here. And I haven't figured out how to make money dollars on the internet yet.
did you used to put X's on your hands or get straight edge tattoos or anything like that?
if not, it's not such a huge deal. . .
dann, where are you/where do you go to school? I've got lots of pa friends that are 150lbs and listen to sissy music and don't go out drinking. But don't call themselves straight edge.
oh man, when i was a kid Ol' Miss was #1
the times, how they change...

It wouldn't be a lie, it would just be something you've grown out of.