Is it weird that I get super anxious when things are going well? It's like, everything is going awesomely right now, so something bad is bound to happen soon.

just try to enjoy it, if i've learned one thing with work, it becomes a pain in the ass soon enough, and life gets boring again, just try to go with it and enjoy what you got right now. (i know its easy to say, but sometimes hearing it is relaxing)

well managing to avoid being arrested shouldnt be TOO awful, the kidney might not be up to you. i just know that when you go around feeling like u are just waiting for the other shoe to drop, it will. i'll take being ridiculously happy and being blindsided by something bad over constantly feeling like a black cloud is hanging over everything good anyday.