I am constantly viewed as a very optimistic person, but I really do have a dark cloud over my head right now.
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It will get better. It may not seem like it now, but it definitely will.
I know that. right now it is harder to see that picture and imagine growing away from this feeling. One damn thing after another!
Fiz, sounds good to me. Come to philly!
-j, thanks darlin. I need a bunch of it right now.
I have an idea, babe: start compiling a list of things to look forward to. Playing shows, planning a tour, new job, setting up your practice.
The whole world is yours right now. You're a newly licensed healthcare professional, you've got an expanding music career, you're young and you're gorgeous. You can take over the worldd, and your friends will be there to help. :)
I'd let you punch me real hard til you got all the anger out.. but I'm not in Philly..
Michelle's idea sounds better.
Michelle, you seriously mean the world to me. Thank you so much.
I showed my mom Hazel St today. She came into the city. We had lunch at Mugshots and then wandered West Philly and Olde City. I bought myself an antique looking jewelry box that I want to crawl inside of, it's so pretty.
I have something to share with you (and everyone). Today is weird. First, a whole bunch of shit from yesterday/today and now I have really fuckin awesome news. But it's only a mask from what I feel within now cause of how upset I am too. But my mind is in a weird balance of bad/good. I am going to be okay.
I just realized how lame that mask comment was, but in my head it made sense at the time. You know what I mean.
Also, Matthew, I could never punch you, but thank you. I accept hugs for life.
dear aleigh,
i heart you.
i also tend to be seen as sunnier than i actually am, because i don't think anything is worth saying if i can't say it in a way to make someone laugh.
i really heart you, though.
Libi, I think you are a fucking awesome person and we should hang out for real and not just say we will! I think we could have a lot of fun being totally serious and totally ridiculous together.
You have such a big heart.
i think we should hang out for real, too. if i had the money i would be there in a heartbeat.
LIBI, me too me too.
I also may start having money and less time soon, but eventually work towards vacation fun times. whats the best time of year for colorado?
okay, well I will have to make it happen somehow. the fall here is truly beautiful too. the feel of the air and the fun things to do.

And I am not going to talk about it on here, except to say - FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKK.