She's not crazy about me. I had completely fallen for her. I can't wait, though, for what I think might happen - it really might be the case that other things in life will go well, and if she's not there, then *toodles*

Good for you.

Yeah, I dunno. I just heard from her and that makes me feel better than any venting ever could.

I've got to find a stronger basis for love, so that way I can care for her more, but also be ready in case things don't work out.