why didn't you say what you wanted to say? why didn't you do what you wanted to do?

I never said , "You should stay over."

I didn't push the fuck issue because I felt bad even though she gave me the worst blue bawls in the world.

having to show restraint because you know it'll be a bitch trying to get another job is a bitch

Fear. Always. It always comes down to fear.

i didn't because i thought she'd think i was as crazy as i thought she was.